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Monday, July 30, 2012

self care

There's this thing I do for myself when I fall off the HOLD YOUR GROUND! wagon, or I start to feel guilty about Jackson's placement, the separation, his confusion & loneliness, or any part of this whole situation.

I call him on the phone. 

His use of various and colorful go-to obscenities, followed by the instantaneous CLICK & dial tone in my ear that follow, are an instant cure for what ails me.
There. 
All better.
For now, anyway.
I'm thinking about trying this too.

2 comments:

Brenda Nelson said...

(((hugs)) you have tried valiantly. He is very ill.

GB's Mom said...

It is not about you.If it were in your power, no of this would have happened.