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Monday, July 30, 2012

self care

There's this thing I do for myself when I fall off the HOLD YOUR GROUND! wagon, or I start to feel guilty about Jackson's placement, the separation, his confusion & loneliness, or any part of this whole situation.

I call him on the phone. 

His use of various and colorful go-to obscenities, followed by the instantaneous CLICK & dial tone in my ear that follow, are an instant cure for what ails me.
There. 
All better.
For now, anyway.
I'm thinking about trying this too.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

(((hugs)) you have tried valiantly. He is very ill.

GB's Mom said...

It is not about you.If it were in your power, no of this would have happened.